My life is going upside down, as I live life here. My life in Australia is going upside down and frazzled while I watch. I am currently deep inside a language loss, which is really bothersome. My inner language is not effected, but the language I use everyday to talk to others is really deeply effected. I frequently find myself suffering from a language loss when talking to others.
Yesterday, I was at the library for a rather easy to solve problem (I was there to get my ereader sorted out), and I found myself completely speechless when I attempted to explain why I was there to the bloke from the library, I simply was at a loss for words when I tried to explain why I was there. Totally! I find myself at a loss for words frequently, even with my wife!
A lot of time I find myself giving the wrong answer to a question, I say no when I mean yes…. It is horrid!
I find myself in conversations with good friends, which go completely the wrong way, I want to say, ‘yes’, but I say ‘no……’
Also, I am having problems with spelling, I cant find words, which I know really well, I simply can’t find them, and I more or less forget ideas. The other day I was telling a friend about the Spooky Men’s Chorale, and could I remember what they were called…. Forget it!
All sorts of problems are happening to me, and I seem to be going gaga rather rapidly, which is really distressing!
However, it is absolutely my spoken language, my thoughts are still the same as always, in other words, I have no difficulty “thinking” thoughts, but expressing them is hell.
OZTHOUGHTS 